Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in Shinji's LiveJournal:

Saturday, May 7th, 2005
9:27 pm	That cat snores!! Not just a little bitty puff of sound either. He snores like a bandsaw and it gets on my nerves. I can't think, can't sleep and I swear it's going to wake the neighbors and I'd probably worry about it if my neighbors weren't the dregs of society. They're so wrapped up in their next hit and where it'll come from that noticing the equivilant of a snoreful bomb going off every few seconds wouldn't even penetrate their pea-size brains. That's it! I'm buying the cat a muzzle. Do they make muzzles for cats? They make them for dogs so I'm pretty sure they make them for cats, too. But if they don't, I'm going to shove a pillow over his face and then go beg God for forgiveness for my sin. (102 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 6th, 2005
10:35 am	Dear Lord, Please forgive me; for I know not what I do. Current Mood: discontent
Friday, September 24th, 2004
1:48 am	St. Matthew 7 Verse 1-2 Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again. I still do not wish to believe it but I can't deny what I saw/felt/learned. I'm not insane. I'm not the same little boy I was back then, locked up inside the closest thing to a hole in the ground that my parents could find, waiting in hunger for any scrap of bread or sign of humanity to return and look upon me. I saw and now I know. How I wish it were otherwise. I'm afraid if I think upon this new knowledge much more that what sanity I am blessedly left with will soon vanish much like the southern summers were wont to do when winter rolled around. So I look back upon my Father's words and find comfort in them. Striving to remember that it is not my duty to judge his children, whether they be good of heart or consisting of a soul so blackened that it fills me with terror. It is but my job to lead his people upon a path he has laid before us, hoping that my voice and his words will show them the way to salvation. And now that that is out of the way, I swear to my Holy Father (Must remember to say my own Hail Mary's) if Ohtori doesn't get a grip I'm going to have to do something drastic. Like stick him with this stupid cat who has taken over my home as if it were his. The last few days when I wasn't attending to my duties as the Good Father, I was out hunting, combing the streets of New York mentally in search of this man who haunts my old friend. I have yet to find one who matches the glimpses Tori has let leak into our minds. But I will find him. I will find him and if he means my savior harm... Current Mood: exhausted (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 15th, 2004
12:36 pm	Lord, why have you forsaken me? I swear that's all I hear. Well, another version of it. He's the oldest amongst our group. A group of ragtag wannabe's he picked up over the years but lately, he's acting like he's the youngest most inexperienced of us. Constantly broadcasting for some ghost that exists only in his mind. Of course, it could actually be a real person. In which case I'd probably want to protect him from the man. Ohtori doesn't know a thing about this guy other than what he sees. Bastard could be a murderer for all he knows and yet he stills calls out for him, demanding to know 'Who are you?', 'Where are you?'. Why? I don't see the attraction? My fucking head hurts thanks to the constant cries. Blocking out stuff as powerfully advertised as this has never been my strong point and it's all his fault for being obsessed with whoever this jerk is. If I can hear it so can he. Right? Then again what if the dude is just a regular person? Maybe he can't hear it if he's too far away and maybe I should go looking for him so Tori can finally get some rest before he goes as fucking insane as I used to be. Someone has to look out for the man because he sure isn't looking out for himself lately. I owe him too much to sit back and watch him buy himself inside the chaos that's his mind like this. Today. I'll start looking today. Current Mood: determined (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
7:17 pm	Psalms 10 Verse 15 Break thou the arm of the wicked and the evil man: seek out his wickedness till thou find none. Perhaps a reminder of what awaits the wicked of nature and evil of heart is in order for tomorrow's sermon. He is surely in need of it. Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)